A LOVE OF REGRET

I thought for days
With all regret
Though it was in a slow pace
I never forgot the rest
The cries and the aches
But I gave you the best
You gave me painful rays
And I gave you good memories you can never forget
You are out of my heart for infinite decades
A good decision I’ve made and the world will attest
All I gained was shames
And I have taken it as a test
I knew all your baits
But I couldn't escape the sex
People call me names
In your heart you lied I was the first
I know you're just a fake
And i hope you in mess.